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ASYLUM'ualaikum

just give me one more chance to make it right
i may not make it through the night
i won't go home without you

exams over. schools shut. i need a job. i'm fast becoming broke. so if there's any vacancies for a part time, let me know.

otherwise, i'm either lazing my ass at home or hanging out with the usual suspects. hate those unproductive days sitting home yet going out temptation greets me like a naughty friend to just suck on those round, delicious, sweet....... sampoerna. but it's the fasting month. but if i'm home, i sleep like a swine or become an hardcore gaming freak with my psp. computers are a virus to my mind cause it tempts me too. lina geboy. period. so if i do that, there goes my fast too. but thankfully i have the strength and willpower to avoid her and watch some classic wrestling matches instead. i've covered from royal rumble 1991 to 1998 so far. world star hip hop has been some company as well. but someone please tell bow wow his endless black and white videos are getting irritating. and someone else please tell bill o' riley to shut his mouth up before i shove my foot up his old ass. lol.

MJ's death has been classified as homicide. it's kinda upsetting to see alot of these icons go because of something like this. the tupacs, the biggies, the kurt cobains and now the michael jacksons. not going to jump into any form of conclusion. but fuck Dr. Conrad Murray.

it's a rainy thursday afternoon. i think i'm going back to flying. see you at the rainbows. oh yeah by the way, i still have copies of my album going for only $5. so if you want them, i have them. MAISARAH, YOU STILL DON'T HAVE MY ALBUM!


Enjoy =p

it's been awhile since i last blogged but its been a longer while since i heard a track from these three guys; psykes.

i remember watching them performing back when i was 14. and i still believe they should have won that talent time that year in school. somehow they gave me an inspiration to do the same. and if there's a reason on why i do this today, i'll credit them for showing me the way. it might have been triple noize for many, but for me its psykelecticz. i guess if i din't grow up with a class of them, there'd be no kill bill. no rebel yell. no therapy either.

but above all, these guys are my brothers. having known them for 9years, they're one of the few whom are still close, or closer than i first knew them. and i'm hoping there'd be a psykes album around!~ to young, ilbril and define, you guys are the shit and i love you brothers.


Listen to 'The Reason of Absence': www.myspace.com/psykelecticz

SPAM THIS PSYHT!

there's alot of issues surrounding me. i don't really wish to address them behind keyboards and mouse clicks, so i'll let it pass. but to those who have issues and like typing f words behind the monitors, let's keep it simple keyboard gangsters. get my number and call me. baseball bat optional. your place or mine, wherever you want it.

on the other side, it feels good to be embarking on certain days without an idea of whats going on or what happened. i like the idea of flying sky high. hallucinating. high flying. sky diving. buddah lovin.

i feel like getting a kitten. but please do not step on its tail. heh. i'm smitten and the reason is cause i'm killing bill. i'm still hungover hangover. i'm reaching the moon soon.

you shouldn't smoke
i'm done forever *throws FULLY SMOKED cigarette away. LOL!

I don't really know if they believe in you. But I do. I've been thinking about you lately, like do I really mean you, or it's because I've really fell out of love for way too long that I'm pretending to feel you.

But if I really do, then should I let you know? Or should I wait for you to let me know? What if we both never exchange these feelings in due time and we both pretend to let it go? Or what if it's just me sharing this feeling for you on first sight? Will you in due time feel the same love for me inside? Or would you just appreciate this letter and put it back in the envelope saying 'Thanks, it's sweet' but let it pass by?

It's something beyond words and lust. It's something beyond tears and past. It's the meeting of the eye that makes its beautiful. It's the thought of your eyes that makes love special. I think it's not beautiful nor special; I think it's beyond it. That's why it's love at first sight. When my sight caught the beauty in your eye. I hope that I'm still lingering in your mind, but if I don't its fine maybe in time.

So dear love at first sight, did you fall in love with me at the first sight? Or should I wait for you to let me know that you feel the same vibe? Either way, I think you made me believe that you exist and even if you don't feel the same, I still love you the same and I feel alright.

Sincerely
Mad